Monday, 30 December 2013

If I lay here, would lie with me and just forget the world?

On the window panes, the rain drops paint our story. The wind knocks on my door signals your advent. The thunder covers the distance between the sky and earth in a second, gives me no second thought that we will be far any long.

It’s already time, you should come now. Sitting alone on the old rocking chair, I hear the creeks it makes. As if with the time passing by, it is singing the sad song of lost hope. But the flicker of the flames at fireplace has a different story to tell. In the ashes, those flickers were mustering the courage for me.

It’s dark outside and these lightning bolts, the wind, the rain is saying something, I hear them all. But my heart refuses to listen to them and the wait gets longer.

You won’t leave, there was no goodbye! We didn't talk. You can’t just leave!

But somewhere in my heart I know, you left to never come back.

Now I get up and traipse towards my room as tomorrow will be just another day waiting for you, another hope, another despair, another sadness, for it all has you but there ain't another you. I will wait for the summer solstice  as it is the only thing I am left with..

Monday, 16 December 2013

Show me a garden that's bursting into life..

Things have been difficult,
Life has been sour
I never thought we would be friends,
or a little more

Signs of being with you,
I never got
As the time flew by,
I realized, it was you I sought

When you happened,
I knew its beautiful
Everything happened,
as the stars' rule

I was on my own before i met you,
though something was missing
You make me smile, i feel on a different ground,
you complete me when I am in the harbor of your arms

You are doubtful,
you are perplexed
But love will rise,
as it is pure and blessed

Sunday, 15 December 2013

Someday..

Why no one seems to care
no one understands
Why do I have to hide the pain
Why do I have to pretend

Things that I want to share,
pain that is visible in just a stare
But this world is selfish and mean,
No body cares if it is shattering a dream

They laugh, they mock,
An ambush as they stare
The agony is not visible to them,
They would understand me, I don't know when

I cant see a light coming,
I don't see a way
Hopes never die
Happiness would smile at me one day

Somebody that I used to know..

Walking down the road, I wish if life was a simple ride
Led by Love, Peace and Pride
but this seems impossible
As man stumbles
to his own expectations, formulations

Love, as said, is not sacred anymore
my belief of it was a feeling so pure
People come and go, but it never changed my point of view
but there was a lot to come.. so much due

I was happy and content
Feeling a horizon that never ends
Then happened him
and happiness was on brim
Least I knew it was short lived
God shows mercy only on handpicked

'Its over' - It was easy for him to say
I couldn't stop loving him.. No matter
How much I wish.. how much I pray
Now all he does is talk about her
And I sit quietly pondering over
why it is me who didn't have a choice
I understand now.. how life plays dice

He has moved on.. so has life
Memories to me, it cuts like a knife
Love has a deeper meaning than one can think
Life changes in just a blink